Heart Beat for the Day

Today was one of those days where the pain of reality seeped through my skin. There were 3 things I noticed today that really broke my heart.

1. We have some new girls at the center -- one of which is really young and adorable. WHY????

2. While playing play dough with the girls, one of the young ones was making a penis.

3. At street ministry, one of the older boys who used to attend, spent the time with the older men sniffing glue instead.

Today is just one of those days where these things get to me. I guess its a good thing because it means I am not growing cold and callous to the hurts around me. Nonetheless, they break my heart and it really hurts.

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Here are some pics from street ministry:

Pictures from Bali and KL

Sorry it took me so long to post these -- and that I did not take a lot of pictures.

So when we first arrived in KL it felt so nice to be in a car driving along a highway (similar to those at home). It was really weird not seeing a thousand motos everywhere I looked. This is the hotel that we stayed at. The most exciting thing about it was that it had Starbucks (YUMMY!) The hotel restaurant was closed when we arrived so we went to a local spot close to the hotel. The food was very similar to Indian -- I really enjoyed it (unfortunately my stomach didn't... but that's another story).

In the morning, Gary, Bev and I went on what was supposed to be a 3 hour tour. Malaysia is a very Islamic country and so its architecture is a unique blend of British architecture with Islamic themes -- notice the mosque in the center of this picture.
On the streets we noticed a huge absence of women as they are in the home rather than on the streets. As we drove past this street shown below, we saw a man beating a woman in the middle of the street. It felt really different being a woman there. It really made me appreciate Canada and Cambodia.

Apparently our 3 hour tour was actually a 4 hour tour so we had to leave an hour early to get to the airport on time to catch our flight to Bali. Sadly, the last stop on the tour was a trip to the twin towers and so the view from the hotel window was the closest that I got.My time at the conference was really good, but I think I wrote about that already. I really didn't find Bali all that exciting. The best part for me was the shopping mall -- except I was too cheap to buy anything.

This is a picture of the beach which the shopping mall was on.

My favourite part of the trip to the beach was McDonald's.

Its not that I love McDonald's very much, but there is something about being able to have a treat from home that you can't get where you live. It was exciting having a mini McFlurry for fifty cents and having a fancy drink at Starbucks. But now I am back in the country which I love dearly. We don't have all the big fancy chains but we do have amazing food and some really nice places to relax (with smoothies :p). I really missed Cambodia when I was away. It's good to be home!

Birthday Pictures

Here are some random pictures:

(This is a random picture of some kids from the orphanage.) (This is one of my students from the Bible College holding a birthday cake for me.)(This is how I looked at the end of our birthday celebration at the orphanage.)

(At our orphanage birthday celebration we also made valentine's cards for Valentine's Day. This card is now on my bedroom door.)(These are a few of my new housemates. They took me bowling for my birthday -- we actually have one bowling alley here.)

Blessed beyond my imagination!

This week I celebrated my 25th birthday. I didn’t have any expectations for my birthday. I just thought I’d hang out with my housemates for dinner one night to celebrate and that would be all. On Wednesday, when I showed up at the Vietnamese school the other teachers somehow remembered that my birthday was this week (I think I may have told them my birth date back in July/August). They showed up in the middle of my class with cake, ice cream and presents. I was soo surprised! Then on Thursday (my actually birthday) I showed up at the Bible college to teach and my students surprised me with a birthday cake too! I also received a package from some friends from Canada (thanks guys – perfect timing!). Then when I got home some of my housemates came and gave me presents. I didn’t expect that at all. I had to run to my room because I was so overwhelmed by God’s goodness. In the afternoon, when I went to teach at the orphanage we had planned to have a big birthday party to celebrate everyone’s birthdays. It was so much fun. It was probably the best birthday party I have ever had. By the end of the night I ended up being covered in cake icing and the kids crowned me with a hat, balloons, and valentines. I looked like a goof! That evening, some of my friends had me over for Indian food to celebrate and then last night I went bowling with my housemates. I have been really blessed this birthday. I still miss my friends and family from home – but I think that this year has been the best birthday ever. Isn’t God good!

I tried postings some pictures but the connection is too slow. So please stay tuned in for some funny pictures :)

Future Direction

This week I have begun the process of applying to come back to Cambodia as a long term worker. I am really excited about this possibility. Please pray for wisdom and direction for me . Pray that God would confirm to me if this is where He wants me for the next couple years of my life and if so what He wants me to do here. Please also pray that the application process and everything else will go smoothly too.

Many Blessings!

Global Development Conference

This past week I had the opportunity to go to Bali for a conference. It was an honor to sit and chat with people who I have grown up hearing about and praying for. People working all over the world were able to attend. It was so exciting to sit and hear peoples stories and experiences. I met so many wonderful people.

One of the reasons I wanted to go to this conference was that I needed some time to clear my head and re-prioritize. It is so easy to get caught up in the busyness of life that you lose focus. That was happening to me and I knew it. So at the conference I was able to have a lot of quiet time to pray and read my Bible and refocus. Right now I am praying that God will give me a specific vision for what I am doing/what He wants me to do.

Thank you all for your prayers!

Healing

Yesterday in church a lady from Malaysia told us a story about another lady from her church. Apparently this lady's niece's tv had not worked for a couple weeks and so when her aunt arrived to visit, the little girl ran up to her and asked her to come and pray. It turned out that the little girl wanted her aunt to pray that God would heal her tv. The aunt thought it was crazy but she did not want to disappoint her niece. The niece on the other hand believed that Jesus could heal her tv. So the aunt prayed. When they tried the tv, it worked! Jesus healed the little girl's tv.

So, today my computer went crazy and stopped working. I tried to turn it off and let it rest a couple of times but that did not work. The screen was shot. So I figured, if God could heal that girls tv He could heal my computer -- so I prayed. HE DID! As I was about to pack it up to go try and get it fixed I decided to try it one more time and it worked. Praise God!

Hey, the Bible does say that if we have faith as small as a mustard seed we can tell a mountain to move and it will. So I just want to encourage you all to have a little faith and see what God will do.